why me!?

all this time i thought my doctor knew about my missing front right shoulder. i didnt ask him about it all this time because i thought it took time to heal. so then yesterday i decided to remind him that my front right shoulder is missing and he told me he never knew about it. he writes me an order to see a neurologist again and depending on how severe the torn nerve is, i may need surgery again to reattach it. i have a feeling it will interfere with my trip to europe. thats how bad my luck is :(

then after my doctors appointment, i went to the cemetary with my mom to visit my grandpa and my great, grand aunt. it always makes me think how short life is :(

this week, im back at the gym on my way to being superman again. my time is now more occupied as i spend 13 hours out of the house :(

so this means dont poke me because all my muscles are sore as hell.

i had the chance to watch v for vendetta on friday and i fucking loved it! feed me any weird, cracked-out movie and im all over it. i dont wanna spoil it for you all but that movie portrays a country of communism /zero-tolerance /propaganda / and a life of a modern holocaust. throw in a villain (in this case the villain is the hero) and all hell will break loose.

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another talently, well made song by brad paisley:

the world:

To the teller down at the bank
You're just another checking account
To the plumber that came today
You're just another house
At the airport ticket counter
You're just another fare
At the beauty shop at the mall
Well you're just another head of hair
Well that's alright, that's ok
If you don't feel important, honey
All I've got to say is

Chorus
To the world
You may be just another girl
But to me
Baby, you are the world

To the waiter at the restaurant
You're just another tip
To the guy at the ice cream shop
You're just another dip
When you can't get reservations
'Cause you don't have the clout
Or you didn't get an invitation
'Cause somebody left you out
That's alright, that's ok
When you don't feel important honey
All I've got to say is

Repeat chorus

You think you're one of millions but you're one in a million to me
When you wonder if you matter, baby look into my eyes
And tell me, can't you see you're everything to me