so the date is set, february 20th is the day of my surgery. its whatever, i dont feel scared or anything. i actually look forward to this day. i wish it was tomorrow. not much is happening in february and i just want to pass the time. its been a crazy year, and i want it to get even crazier. im ready to get back on my feet and go onto the next step in life. i would like my parents to retire soon and i did promise them a trip to rome this summer.

i will never understand what goes on in a girl's mind.