tonight thursday means sushi. we met up with my old high school friends kenny and alicia, caught up on old times, and what not. always due to foul play, we failed to get him drunk.

its about time that it rains. this means snow in the mountains and i can finally get a descent run in, but bad timing. its gonna rain on nye which blows. time to sacrifice some animals for the rain gods.

i think i re-fractured my ribs cuz it hurts and i think the screws on my right lower inner thigh near the knee are starting to come loose. it bothers me when i walk down the stairs. i was told by my orthopaedic surgeon they were loose and screws of unecessary lengths were put in. so they protrude pretty far out, enough where you can feel them poke against the skin. it feels like im getting stabbed inside out where one day itll burst through :(

this year has gone by so quick. i can still remember every little detail that has happened last new years eve and the year before. time is not helping me. its going fast when i dont want it to, and going slow when it needs to speed up. i guess this is how life is. it fcks with you like that. this year, i hope things will be better, and less painful. cuz, afterall i survived for a reason.

i found my huge map of amsterdam and it brings back so many memories. every street i look at on the map, i can still visualize the surroundings with clarity and what bad things i did there. when i have enough money, ill need to decide on whether or not to get property there. its a really nice place to live when i think about it.

dont make bets with akash. if he offers you a bet, you are destined to lose and WILL suffer the consequences like eating 13 krispy kreme donuts in less than 12 minutes or puke which ever comes first.

thursday after sushi, randy, akash and i visted the boogie where we used to kick ass at. that place has gone to shit, but it was pretty much turning to shit when i got hired there in 03. theres lots of black people there now which i actually feel scared walking around. back then it was like 20% blacks, 40% whites, 30% asians, and 10% hispanics. now its like 70% blacks, 20% whites, and 10% others.

friday night: dropped off gifts with my cousin and took him to avalon. i watched sean miller spin for a while but since it was dead, we headed over to heaven. heaven was full of fucked up asians. i am so ashamed of my own race being all fucked up like that. its disgusting, horrid, and makes me wanna punch them in the throat.

saturday night: dinner with family. i ate so much all you can eat meat.

sunday: lunch with relatives and i finally get to meet my sister's date. hes this 28-year old persian dermotologist at cedar's sinai. my sister likes him and he is totally in love with my sister, but his parents of a jewish backgroud would disown them if they were a couple. hes a cool guy, good looking. better than her past bfs. i would give him the green light to date my sister.