tonight, i thought everything was going back to normal until more drama happened. i can only hold in so much. i have not felt like this in my life and it is caused by one person who i had respected so much. i do not know what made this person act this way to try and break up my normal friendship. i cannot believe it happened from just saying one lie behind my back. i feel like i have been backstabbed. from day one, i knew this would happen someday, but not this soon. what have i done to deserve this???

i always forget to drink enough water throughout the day and usually pack in 3 meals between 5pm - 8pm. So at 8pm i get thirsty and when i begin to rush out the door for the gym, i see this 12oz arrowhead water bottle on the bookshelf. i grab it and go out to carpool to the gym. as we were driving there, i realized it was already opened. so i figured it was probably my mom who has refilled a bottle for her work. fuck it. i drank it all. it did have a little aftertaste to it but nothing major. after the gym, i came home and told my mom that i took her water bottle. she then got angry for me drinking an open bottle and told me that it was holy water from church. it was from the fountain where thousands of different people dip their fingers in after doing who knows what. after a couple hours, my stomach felt a little queezy. i got owned. but at least i was strong at the gym :(

since friday was semi-ruined, saturday pretty much made up for it, along with some bullshit. the night started with me driving to meet up with julia around 8:45pm. we were planning to catch Tigo's second debut at spundae which started at around 10pm. julia pounds 1 drink at her place and she is good to go! we dance to an empty dancefloor but supporting tigo was the importance. more people come and randy finally makes his return to afterhours clubbing. the whole club finally gets filled and the upper loft was filled with familiar tranceaddict faces. it was woody's bday celebration that night and everything turned out well. i myself also a lightweight, pound 2 drinks within 10 minutes and i am feeling the best! so more crazy dancing occurs and i was on bouncer-status looking out for gropers that were chasing julia around the dancefloor; which im pretty much used to. local dj: kristina sky, english dj: tania mann, and one of my favorites: kyau vs. albert came on one after another. they all played some very familiar tunes. melodic trance is awesome!

then some drama bullshit happened. i do not want to go into details. i have never dealt with personal drama in my life and now i know why people hate it. it is so stupid that i think it is suitable for the jerry springer show. i am completely shocked at this for having to involve my best friends for no reason. as long as i keep them out of this drama, i will swallow the bullshit and forget about it.


julia and "the bouncer" :)

kristina sky & tania mann (apollonia)

this chinker is always standing on the podium

gangstars