after many years of being loyal to windows 98, i have finally wiped out my computer and installed windows xp. it was becoming very slow due to the numerous attacks it welcomed. i hated using antivirus software and firewalls due to it slowing my computer down. that means all my rare trance music i had a hard time finding is all gone. now my computer is like a fortress. on the other hand, its like me using a brand new computer. wow the wonderful colors!

this weekend im going to the famous NPC orange county classic to reminisce about competing. i wish i couldve done this show by this time. its the easiest way to get your foot into doing nationals.

when i got into the accident last november, i was admitted into UCI medical center. its not just an ordinary hospital, its a guinea pig hospital. every person in there is treated with the lastest medical research and it may or may not be approved yet by the FDA. so during the most critical time, a doctor would come in and ask my family if I would like to try this new drug that may or may not save my life. then of course my family would be put into a position where there is no choice but to bite the bullet and hopefully i would make it through the night. because i lost half my blood, i was admitted with this new drug that mimics blood hemoglobin. the drug would speed up the generation of new hemoglobin. the catch is, the drug may be a placebo and not the real stuff. like as you learned in your high school lab class, there is a control variable and a placebo admitted to a number of test subjects. in this case, the control variable are patients admitted with the real drug and the placebo are the rest that are admitted with a useless drug like water. i felt that i had the real thing because i recovered so fast. or it could be the special-special.
so here i am now. the doctor came by for a follow-up examination and blood test and ill soon get the results to see if i was really on the real stuff.