today was my last day of messing around until i start my 9-hour day of hell tomorrow. i slept in till 4pm and ordered some stuff online with my dad's credit card. remember? these are the things i mentioned doing before being independent. so i did them. i also went back in the club tonight to pick up my paycheck. not exactly, it's just an excuse to talk to claudette, but this time without any interruptions. i couldve just asked my other friends to pick up my check for me. my friends cant believe i like her. they think she is too dumb to even be alive. you can cuss at her, call her a bitch, dumb hoe, kill her family, etc. and she'd laugh it off like it was a joke. i dont mind. means that there will never be an argument. so i sat there and talked to her for most of the night. i planned to leave at 11pm the latest, but i didnt leave until 1230. i must have told her that i was leaving about 3 times. i didnt want to though. i wouldve stayed there until close. anyways, enough of her. the club is a shithole if you dont work there. time goes by so much faster once youre not wearing a uniform. i dont understand how people go there every single weekend. if it wasnt for the italian, i wouldnt even have thought of going back.

the work of the sherminator is done. i appreciate him driving all the way from costa mesa, messing up his normal gym hours and helping us "voice" our concerns. remember how i mentioned about this stalker, cable guy, etc? we just cant put up with his shit anymore and the pressure has just been building up like a soda can ready to burst. without ever meeting the guy, the sherminator felt like he had to do something for us because we dont have the balls to be straightforward to him and say "fuck off". even if we took that alternative, he wouldve just brushed it off. so last monday the sherminator took it to the extreme, so extreme that the whole gym pretty much knew about his stalking behavior. so that was a job well done. we gave the cable guy a reality check where its NOT ok to like boys, NOT ok to secretly look at other people's cell phones, NOT ok to invite yourself to hangout, NOT ok to come short on your bill, NOT ok to want my mom's phone number, and NOT ok to check up on us daily.

welcome to the corporate world simon. everyone was right. enjoy your youth while you can. take advantage of your parents' money as long as possible. sleep in till 4pm. you may never be able to do these things again. today was my first day in the office and it was extremely boring. i had to wake up at 9am, make my porridge of hell, forced myself to fit in a dress shirt i never thought id be wearing and it was choking my neck. it is just like the first day of school when you know your teacher is going to let you out of class early. the anticipation to go home and sleep kept on building up until i finally heard the words, "youre free to go." im not a morning person. not even at 10:30am. my brain functions the best as im typing this at 1:45am. but yet i think of it this way. this is the only way to move out, to buy my car, to get my new bike, to party in europe again, to get hitched, to settle down, and to take my kid to school one day. itll all be worth it.

it didnt feel like it was my last day at the club. nothing special really happened. i didnt find anyone to punch in the throat. but i did happen to accidently corner the italian in the coat check room at the end of the night. my attempt at asking her out for the second time wasnt smooth cuz i got lost in her eyes, but at least she asked me for my number and i managed to talk her into going out "as friends". i dont know what happened during her last relationship, but it seems like it still bothers her. i found out from my trusty sources that this girl's family isnt that well off and i feel obligated to help her get back on her feet. this could be a reason why her IQ is lower than a rock. since she is a newbie, i hope her handicap in making decisions wont lead her into hooking up with a wrong guy with STD's. our alliance of akash, jason, and i are now broken up with akash being the one left. our work has proved successful when we took down gay Art who used to stalk her, but now many other enemies are increasing. the job of protecting her from perverts and deadbeats now burdens on akash. i want to go back, but as of now, ill take a month off to settle down on this new job and earliest day of return would be the first week of november.